I've come to realize that it would be best for me to want no one.
It would be best to deny my feelings and emotions.
It would make life easier if I made sure no one dwells on my well being.
It would be best to involve no one in my life.
It would be best to ignore the fact that there are certain people I will always love.
It would be best to be forgotten, to retreat back to the background.
If I need someone, and no one needs me, I have only myself.
If I care, and am not cared for, I have only myself.
If I remember, and am forgotten ,I have only myself.
If I love, and am not loved, I have only myself.
I'll live, I always do.
It hurts